No short-term rentals

It went sour once we had the urge to kiss

Unhappy Cuz I’m Yours

You can’t fake starlight. You don’t have to —

Memory Robbed Presence Corrupting Future

A chair

A parking lot

Suddenly I Wanted Him More Than Ever

What do you mean to remember 

When you forget?

The Horror of False Belief

Taken advantage of sore fruit

Those who didn’t pick themselves before harvest

Outlines

Sharper than air

And

Discovering roots

Or

digging under sand

oxygen blossoms taste waves on another planet

Gripping shapes in the dark

firestarter 

Yesterday I learned how to light the candle

i say

i never worked in a restaurant before but most recently i was working in hospitality 

she asks what type of hospitality 

i say adult entertainment she says

oh i’ve been thinking about doing that man like i need some money real bad i mean i been looking for a job a long time now and its hard and

i say id recommend it to any pretty girl, you need a certain type of mental tenacity she says

i’d be scared about safety i say that makes sense

things aren’t too bad right now, talked in therapy last week about how it’s not even necessarily in the moment that situations feel so uncomfortable but before and after the fact and how i want to change that because it’s so exhausting and i'm so tired of feeling so consumed by anxieties and this unjustified guilt, how it prioritizes other people's feelings over my own, and how it’s so exhausting

“it’s for a gallery” (you can hear it, right?)

“could it be under jackie kennedy?”

“that’s it.”

BIOHAZARD BAGS

if tables (surfaces) were lopsided and turned

(which they are) then

imagine using brute force to physically lift the entirety of a motor vehicle above your head carrying it on your back for miles bringing it home to eat with your family

next time you want to kill an ant

my heart raced they wanna know what it sounds like </3

Daddy doesn’t wanna play with you and he doesn’t care if you cry

Not now baby, mommy’s feeling the collective energy